| Hustle baby ! |
[May. 5th, 2005|03:26 pm] |
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| | LeAnn Rimes - Cryin Time | ] |
Yesterday in gym I didnt apply myself, but I was talking to Jessiel and told him the boys will make fun of me if I mess up =P and hes like no they won*t - who cares. So I told him today I*ll apply myself and be "beastly" like Kristin and Krystal. Jacque wasnt there so I was very sad. I kicked the ball quite a few times. haha i even heard a "go kait" in there =P. This guy Bob that was on the other team was helping me out. He was really nice. haha Im ready to hustle tomorrow baby !
History was funny b/c mr. nace was wearing a "mr. martin" type shirt and I told him he was and he said now i would stare at him all class like i "do" when he*s in the room - but i dont so .. Idk what he*s talking about =P hehehe . Drama was . . . interesting. John and I got some things out in the open. It*s funny how that stuff works out - i was thinking about him yesterday and then he called me last night. I guess everything is ok with us now .. I couldnt help but be a total idiot and get emotional i guess .. but that*s enough of that ! I just went onto myspace and sarah called me a dirty slut bag - i love my friends =D they are so loving haha. hmm she called me hott. thats a shocker ! =0 what what .. yeah im really white. In chem we had a test that i hopefully did good on . doubtful though b/c i just suck at life. hmm yeah..
At 4:30 we gotta go to church b/c of some holy day thingy. I think that*s it for now. I gotta find some things on sex ed for my pro con thing =0 ohh baby im excited ! lol
Plus - my mind is on way too many other things so .. mb later I*ll write. |
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| Sleep pays off ! |
[May. 3rd, 2005|05:48 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Helena - My Chemical Romance | ] |
I was driving to school a little nervous about how my day would turn out to be and when I got to school I was all of a sudden really hyper ! I was walking into school where I see Nichole DeRoche and she goes "HEY KAIT - MY B/F IS BEST FRIENDS WITH YOUR B/F !" lol I was like what ? and we were laughing at the fact of how much of a small world it is lol. apparently they play hockey together and she wants to take him to prom and that will be really good for Mike b/c then he can have someone he knows bc i dont want him being uncomfortable or anything ..
I never talked to Mr. Dailey so much in all my life ! He asked me what I do in my social life - considering I really dont have one besides talkin on the fone and online and working .. lol He asked about guys and i couldnt help but blush. they made fun of me b/c i was getting red i guess .. lol i get so giggly when that topic is brought up . what a loser i am.
Nothing really happened in Nace*s except him accusing me of stalking mr. martin the student teacher .. but that was NOT the case at all lol . Mrs. Oberg wasnt there for drama so we went into mr. voglino*s room and jacque and I talked alot. She invited me to the beach the day after prom with her and Joy and the brocca*s invited us to a villa after prom. It should be good. I couldnt believe they asked me to come. I talked to my mom about it and I*ll prolly be able to go. Idk what will happen though ! =] Im starting to get excited .. I hope everything works out for that night. I still need to go tanning, get mine sarah and dee*s nail appt. - my mom is doing that 2m though. yeah I really need to tan. Im a bit white ..
Science was just .. boring - i had to learn what i missed yesterday. ooh la la that was fun as always. especially when stephy teaches me =D hehe i love herr <333
Most of the day stayed nice and sunny which is what I asked for so I overall had a good day and a text message making me feel better lol . Now im gonna look up some shhtuff for that report due in nace*s next week. ugh. I want to sleep now lol . |
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| I hope today is sunny |
[May. 3rd, 2005|03:51 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hands Down | ] |
Im cold and widely awake. I just made coffee. I hope I can get up in an hour to take a shower. wheew, that rhymed - boy, im slick ! yeah .. I think i might go to the lehigh valley mall today b/c my prom dress was never attacked by that little machine thing that takes off the sensor and I cant be going to prom all senored out. that would be.. bad and gay.
I hear Im going to get made fun of in Nace*s today =P apparently the student teacher mr.martin FOR SOME REASON IM THE ONE THAT LIKES HIM B/C I LOOKED AT HIM TWICE ! lol JACQUE ! and anyway friday I went to "accounting" mr. martin to print something out for cynthia and mr. nace saw that the sub wrote mr. martin and said i was wondering aroundt he school looking for him. this should be good - im excited !psh lol .
well, wasnt that a nice little update . sorry i just got really bored of not being able to sleep.. lotsa stuff running through my mind .. none of which are very .. good =/ well like i said: i hope today is sunny. |
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| Who wants to do the honors in stabbing me .. numerous times |
[May. 2nd, 2005|10:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  embarrassed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | VH1 | ] |
Im home today due to major stomach pain caused from .. major wine and .. huge dosage of cookies... Im gross.
I thought the communion was nice - I cant speak for Mike =P lol . I think he was bored, but he was good at not showing it. The church was an adventure =P hehe. Once we got to the hall i got a glass of wine. yeah then another one .. and then I was .. a little .. yeah so i prolly looked a wreck and what not - but Mike didnt make me feel dumb. I felt less nervous and if I wanted to say something - I did. Idk . yesterday I was really really happy he was there . even if he wasnt - i was glad he came anyway =]. ahh hes so .. great .. im a dork ..
The DJ was the same guy that I sang for at the other thing for my uncle and he asked me to sing. Mike wanted to hear me sing .. yeah I finally did and made a TOTAL idiot out of myself !!!! I wanted to die. First of all, There was one verse that wasnt in there so I wasnt sure what else was in there and what not .. so yeah the big belty note - never saw it coming so I didnt hit it - i looked retarded and he prolly thinks i suck at life. He told me i did good. but i really wanted him to think i was good at something. i wouldnt care too much if that happened after he left - but it was right before and yeah .. im still cringing =[ .. ugh .. yeah .. so never again am i ever going tos ing in front of him .. and i doubt he would ask considering the .. embarressment . fkghreaoyhreaoyhty kill me
After Mike left .. i drank .. more =] that wine was really good ! and then .. kinda took out embarressment on cookies and got home and got sick and wanted to puke. it was really bad - i NEVER want to feel like that again .. my mom had to put a pot by my bed - but i didnt use it thank God. I was gonna go today but the feeling came back so .. yeah im home .. left to think about how stupid i am in everything I do. Oh, joy. =[ ugh .. im really an idiot. im suprised i still HAVE a b/f after that. tihrtoihrt yeah .
thats it. grab the knife - im ready to go =] |
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| Going Bowling ! |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|07:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Third Eye Blind | ] |
I told you guys I would be back lol . Im just about ready to go bowling for Cynthia*s bday babAy. I hope I dont suck like I usually do tonight. Hmm, maybe I could be lucky .. yeah, doubtful.
I just wanted to let the entire livejournal readers and .. every other person in the world that I love Alyson Barrett =] hehe. She is quite amazing and I love her dearly =* < smooch =P haha.
Hopefully she reads this while she is working at Pocmont on this .. shitty night- weather wise lol .
Im really cold .. I really cannot wait until summer. I have that communion tomorrow and it better be nice out b/c this rain weather just .. brings everything down down down !!. Speaking of down. I think Im gonna listen to blink 182 thanks to my lovely b/f ahhh. Im starting to get used to that expression. He*s coming to Jersey with me tomorrow. I hope he isnt bored out of his mind =/ I*ll fee bad .. and dumb lol yeah. im checking out alyson*s journal now =P laterR* |
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| la dee da |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|01:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Helena - My Chemical Romance | ] |
CYnthia is cracking me up. she went on an ONLINE DATE !! lmao . actually, I shouldnt be laughing ;] hehe. today is her birthday =] ooh la la. sucks - last birthday we all got drunk - my first real drunken experience but i have to go to a communion tomorrow and there really isnt ne plan of drunken fun at least not that i know of hehe. but yes, t*was a good time =P
Last night I went out with my mom after school to get my prom shoes. I really like em =] hehe. they dont really make my bunion too noticable ha ! Im excited, but nervous all at once =/ .. Me, dee, and sarah all have hair appts the same day obviously but with a 1/2 hr difference at the same place so we*ll prolly see eachother and we*re getting our nails done together so that should be alot of fun. Im really glad I got to meet them. lol anyway, back to shopping ! I got the jewelery too. I really like it. It*s not too fancy - just right =]. I tried on the dessert line from jessica simpson. I really like the way the lollipop one smells but idk .. i didnt taste it - i didnt wanna look retarded lol and I really wanted to go into bath and body to look around, but i never got the chance to b/c we were running late. we went to marita*s and then off to walmart and then home when mike came over - which im glad he did. I*ve been .. idk a little hesitant about certain things b/c i over analyze and think way too much .. but last night i think it got cleared up - atleast i hope so.
I get annoyed at myself b/c i know what i want to say, but cant word it to sound .. right ? i know im not the only one - but i mean .. ugh i need to stop that ! lol .
Cynthia told me i did good in drama - which made me feel better. we had to do monologues. i got lucky - i liked mine hehe. Im starting to get more comfortable in that class .. even with all the critics and what not .. every one is a critic - just got to except that i guess !
I hate when it rains and there is no storm .. it takes away the fun of it - like now, its raining, but theres no thunder - i HATE that ! last saturday there was thunder and it made me smile lol . idk why, it gives it like a .. idk excitement .. that was extremely random .
I cleaned my closet today .. I need to get one of those shoe racks or something. I wanted to die when I got my prom shoes b/c there were SO many nice pairs of shoes and I all of a sudden like wanted the store. I*ve never really been a shoe person til this yr - just wait til NEXT school yr. yea - i cleaned it at like 7:30. This is pissing me off - no wonder im always so tired b/c i cant sleep in !! it becomes like 4 o clock and im ready for bed and make myself look like a loser. ugh ! I felt so bad b/c mike was over last night and i was like ready to fall asleep and everytime he calls im like sleeping .. and its annoying b/c hes gonna think im like .. so blah ! .. grr.. i think its school . It drains me b/c i hate it oh, so much =] cant wait til its over.
Well, for now folks that is all. I*ll prolly be back laterr .
<3 |
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| Im kait, can I take your order ? |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|02:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Suzy Boggous - Letting Go | ] |
lol .. i am starting my FIRST EVER waitressing job 2m at 7:15 in the morning at Pocmont. Im really nervous about it. Shannon is going to be there though and since I was like best friends with her in 5th grade Im sure she*ll help me out. I just hope I dont screw up tOo bad =/
I was suppose to go to Mike*s hockey game tonight which I was really excited about - but they asked if i could work 2m and I said sure - she goes be here at 7:15 so .. i couldnt say ohh, wait i take that back i CANT work. But yeah I was excited about seeing him play. On my way home after working out I was nervous he was gonna be really mad and like .. dump me .. but he was actually very understanding =] which makes me like him 10x more than i ALREADY did =] hehe. It*s so nice being with him b/c like i thought he would be like omg i dont believe you, but instead he*s like - it*s ur job - ur making money for urself. You*re not a bum ... so thats good - he must think something good of me if im not a bum =P hehehe.
It*s gonna be a rough week though .. a rough FEW weeks =/ :
Tomorrow: work
Monday: Hanging out with Mike hopefully !
Tuesday : Kids world ...
Wednesday: Lifeguarding
Thursday: Meeting at school
Friday: waitressing most likely
Saturday: Waitressing the morning - atleast thats what i think will happen lol .
Sunday: Communion of my niece - no work
The next week is prolly work and SATs =/ and mother*s day . oh boy - wonder how this will all work out. yeah, my mom isnt too happy with me right now b/c of what I did with this whole job thing . =/ I hate when she is mad at me =[ and to top it off - it*s a shit day so it just digs it in UGH !! I really hope I dont screw any of this stuff up b/c im at a point where Im happy. Being with him makes me happy and I enjoy spending time together and I better not f it up .
So for the remainder of the day, i plan to go to 4 o clock mass, mb shopping with the *rents and watching the first season of the OC that nikki let me borrow to keep me up to date with that show lol . Mb I*ll write later .. but it*s quite doubtful . |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|10:03 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mix Matt made me <3 - Daphne Loves Derby | ] |
This weather is gorgeous . It overwhelms .. did I spell that right ? overwelhm no .. overwhelm - that*s how it*s staying until otherwise proven wrong. lol.
One more day of testing for this little slut bag =D yeah bitoch .. we saw everyone leaving today. Cynthia and I just sat there testing like *angels* as people got caught cutting =P we are just too good for that j/k. We went to subway with nikki after school . Then i came home. I was suppose to rake, but madre wasnt home and I wasnt doing it by myslef .. b/c you know - im all like .. omg what*s a RAKE ?! lol . just kidding Im really not THAT dumb .. well, yeah i am .. unfortunately =/ *blushes* am I dumb ? .. buzz in .. NOW - survey says YES you are a DUMBASS KAIT ! .. yes, I was right i am dumb .. loveLy hehehe. See I can keep ymself pretty well occupied, eh ? lol .
Tomorrow should be a good day, although it is going to rain apparently. I was going to wear a skirt .. MRS OBERG*S WAS SHOCKING WARM TODAY !! =0 she must be sick or something .. I enjoyed it VERY much . The first time EVER I didnt freeze. We have to do country skits tomorrow. Oh boy, Im gonna be a HiLbiLLy ! ka yuTte !! hehehe. So yeah what else . . . . .
I went to church tonight with my dad and I felt really good. My dad and I don*t really bond as much as we used to b/c we have totally different opinions on just about .. oh, say - EVERYTHING ! but I was glad we were driving in the night and such with the windows open and I just felt so .. collected. I know, that sounds dumb .. I really hope tomorrow is another day like that because I likehaving that sort of feeling come over me .. Well, it*s late and I need to actually DO my hair - izzle tomorrow =P so Im going to beddiez . Night ya*ll !!
x0x* <3 |
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| How about a *Nice* Swing Dance ! |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|12:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | No Doubt - Im Just a Girl | ] |
John and I made plans to go to wally world, but plans changed b/c today was his grandmother*s bday . YAY ! hehe . Yay for her bday, ofcourse =P lol . I went to church this morning and then we went out to lunch and then came home. John called to see if I wanted to come over for a little while .. so going over there looking like my shitty self i did , but im really glad i did. We stayed there for like 30 minutes. THEY BOTH TOLD THEIR MOM IT WAS MY IDEA TO GO TO WALMART ! lol b/c THEY wanted to go .. so .. anyway we went. I really like not being the person driving. You can have less control and just do w/e ! We got into wally world and dashed for the digital cameras .. we didnt have enough money for that shit lol so then we made the next amazing race to the car stuff. AIR FRESHENERS !! ahh john and i were literally there sniffing everything for like 15 mins deciding what we wanted. hehe. He got coconut and tropical a/f and i got a waterfall ? something like it. they had "mad" cute ones but the waterfall which i could actually smell b/c we hacked into it was worth a WHOLE 93 cents ! lol so i decided on that one. Then we had to go to candles. We caught up with Mike and .. Mike lol and mike and i started swing dancin ! =0 lol the music was playing and we got in the "mood" if you will and then John cuts in and I got like. . thrown in the air and kicked him in the head =P i was laughing really hard .. my true "cackle" came out lol i havent had that show itself in a while and i really had a good time .. even though i cant dance. This old couple was watching hehe. I should learn how to .. swing or be a "swinger" lol . im such a loser !! How weird is this .. John and I found out we were BOTH listening to total eclipse of the heart last night at the same times =P thats so freaky lol . as im prancing around my room .. hes well, mb he wasnt prancing lol but yeah .. we would have such a good dance for that song =P haha .. wow, im so happy we hung out. I seriously am very happy right now b/c of how today went =] . hehe. I just felt so .. free I guess. idk, but im really excited i felt thatw ay . I just hope he had as much fun as i did . =/ i think too mmuch .. i think . lol
Anyway, we dont have school tomorrow b/c the roads are one big puddle more or less. Good for me !! hehe. Im not complaining. Cynthia called me when we were out tonight to see if i could stay over but my mom says NO . what the f ??! they are prolly having a ball and here i am .. home .. being a loser on a free night to do w/e !! ugh . sometimes they get me annoyed, but oh well .. I will survive.
Carla Nunez just made me feel so dandy with what she said to me, and I quote :
"thenamescarL007 (12:28:53 AM): i love you kait
thenamescarL007 (12:30:58 AM): you are one amazing person smart and funny. cool and calm. wild and crazy. could talk for hours or shut up and not say one word. you are extremes of extremes, and its beautiful.
thenamescarL007 (12:32:19 AM): i hope you know that"
I am SO happy i met her this yr. For her being a freshman she had such a mind. She is someone that is truely someone you know you can talk to for hours and she*ll help you out. She is amazing .. I hope YOU know that carla =] I cant wait til we get to jump in the leaves =* < kissy face =P lol
And then this pops up when I return :
"thenamescarL007 (12:38:18 AM): and i never ever want you to change. cuase there are a million billion trillion people in this world, and you are like a fignerprint. unique and different in every way, but if you look closely you know exactly who it is. when i meet people like you, it makes me wanna smile"
Who says that - especially to me ?? That*s like storybook talk - and it*s touching . Im honestly in like .. awe right now. Carla you are one amazing girl and you have so much potential in everything you do by your thoughts and views. You my dear, you are a fingerprint. I dont think I will ever again meet someone like you. She just told me smiles look good on me - and that im so pretty ;p; i think she got carried away, heh ? lol You are gorgeous in every way; mind body and soul and NO im not a lesbian lol . You are perfect and Im not gonna bother to say never change b/c you are smart enough to be yourself for everything you do. =]
Well, that*s all for tonight. Hope everyone that has off tomorrow has a good day .. hopefully plans work out tomorrow for me too =] Thank you for everything =D Im really happy I can talk to you about that stuff . See you tomorrow, hopefully ! |
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| Some AZ memOrIeS * <33333333333333333 |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|12:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | still bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | still eclipse =P | ] |
My memories w/ ReNa and TiKa:
The $48 keychain at Coach,
"I can see your peepee", < I SAID THAT ;]
The can dropping on Letty's toe,
The honks, waves, whistles, and fingers on the road, .. mexicans =P
The guy w/ B.O. on the city bus, LMAO poor rena
Playin' Trouble w/ Dan (dont pahk in the staht spot),
Atomic Wedgie,
"Something you can hide": Kait, "BONER", "It just POPPED up !! "
Those guys in the sports place, HAWT !!!!!!!!!! <33333333
The go-karts, water boats, and the dancing game, WE ARE SUCH PRO*S
DANCE BABY DANCE WHEEW I love everything about that trip. Spring Break `06 - BuKsa*S AnGeLs lmao . Nothing compares to the time we shared. I love and MISS you SOO much ReNa . Come back here =[ <3333333333 x0x* |
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